Under the Stairs, By the Boiler

Cut for Time, Episode 1

The cat’s name was Percy.

I think.

It might’ve been something else, but Percy fits now, soft and unassuming.

I kept him in the basement under the stairs. The light down there was sickly and yellow, and the air always smelled like rust and heat. But it was quiet. The kind of quiet I never got upstairs.

My grandmother let me bring him after I found him in the alley behind my other grandmother’s house. No one ever said I could keep him. Not really. But they said he could stay in the basement. That was enough. I already lived in the places people forgot about. The attic. The corner. Under the stairs. Me and Percy fit in there together.

He used to curl up in my lap like I mattered. Like I was a lap to be curled into. When the world upstairs was screaming or passed out or throwing things, he was just a soft, warm, alive thing that knew where to find me. And I never had to explain myself to him.

One day after school I went down there and he was gone.

I called him, I checked behind the furnace, under the steps, in the dark corners where the spiders made their lace. Nothing. I ran upstairs. Grandma said maybe the door was left open, maybe he slipped out.

Outside, I was scared. Not of the street or the alley or the river a few houses down, but of the dogs. Our German Shepherds would tear through anything that moved.

Then I heard my uncles coming up the block laughing too loud. Not the funny kind of laugh. The kind that makes your stomach tighten before they even say a word.

I asked about the cat.

They said it died.

Said they found it stuck behind the boiler.

Said it probably chased a rat and got wedged in there.

Then they laughed.

Laughed like it was a punchline.

I screamed. I cried. My grandmother came to the porch. They swore. They swore they didn’t do anything.

And then Boo Boo came.

Drunk, dramatic, leaning into the street with a bottle in his hand and his hips turned sideways like punctuation.

He said they were lying.

He said he saw everything.

Said he was up in his favorite tree by the river, the one he used to climb when he wanted to be alone and drink. He saw the bag first, a plastic one, rumbling and jerking. Said he thought maybe they caught a possum or something wild. Then he saw them toss it. Into the river.

The bag floated. For a second. Then it started to move, fast.

It was Percy.

He clawed his way out. Started swimming. Boo Boo said he thought maybe, just maybe, it would make it to the bank. He said the cat got close. Too close. And then one of them picked up a rock.

Said he watched them throw it.

Said it landed just as Percy reached the edge.

Then the river took him.

He told the story like a curse. Loud and slurred and unforgiving. They told him to shut up. He wouldn’t. I stood there and listened, and I think that’s the first time I ever felt grief.

Real grief.

Not the noise of it, but the silence after.

I stopped going under the stairs after that.

Stopped believing I was safe anywhere.

I think I stopped being a child too.

That day didn’t make the movie.

But it made me.

Cut for Time is a collection of quiet scenes. Moments that didn’t make the movie but stayed in the bones. Some read like memory. Some like fiction. All of them linger.

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